Britgalhere World

The air is hot yet somehow it is icy cold. I feel blades cut me into pieces yet i am trying to stand. Just when everything brighten up, I’ve found myself in dump slum bitter hole. Someone said "never trust anyone", should I believe in this? Isn’t it like running away from life itself? But I would like to do that tonight… Would like to think that the world is just playing the game with me and I should NEVER EVER TRUST ANYONE… not even the ones (means plural) that I love..

Tonight I would like to swim and sink into the dark of the night. Let me fall and be hurt. Let me break into pieces, let me die!!! Die from my past and from anybody else’s past. Then I wanna rise again, have new life, and thank God how He has maintained me from the darkest hour… I want to die and then… REBORN..

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