Britgalhere World

Zipping hot chocolate in Coffee Bean today… smelling the sweet chocolaty… chatting with a good friend after a louzy day… then suddenly realize…

How much people have the idea about how other’s should do or should lead their live. Collecting memories of my own comments… he should go to Denmark; I think it is better for her to take the job in that MNC, she is strong and verywell capable and the money is good; naaaahh… she shoudn’t contact him anymore; uumm, why the hell he is marrying her while he still has "load" in his back… etc, etc…

… funny thing is I have no idea about my own life. It is like a giant mozaik with tiny winny pieces and scattered in the ground. Just thinking, one way to get idea about our life is to see our life from third-people-angle. And stop wallowing in our own pond for a moment. Yeah… then I realize, mostly after knowing what to do, I just be too reluctant to do it because… hmm… I can find and MAKE UP so many reasons.. but one factor is fear and solicitude.

Taking risk and be responsible for the decision…. hmm… mature and strong enough to do so? Or still being weak childish, not taking any actions and majorly cribbing about life day in day out… or taking rush decision and then blame others if something goes wrong?

Reflection of the day… hehehe…

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